solace

I have not had a moment to myself these past 3 weeks. I resort to you, just to be able to say whatever I feel like saying.

I would like a smoke, I would like more sympathy over these cramps. I would like BP, I would like not to share my friends for they are mine.

I would like not to listen to your music, I would like to be crazy and not think about repurcussions. I would like to be by myself, I would like more friends, I would like a fuller life.

I would like to find that perfect person I am supposed to find. I would like not to worry about the future. I would like it if no one got on my nerves.

is that too much to ask for? ok just give me BP and we'll forget about the rest.